The Blog of Mariah

Lately I've just had so much on my mind.
I have this girlfriend, and she's amazing.
But I dont think she feels for me what I feel for her.
and I really want to hang out with her but shes always busy.

and my "friends".
they suck.
not all of them, but most.
One of my best friends told me that another one of my friends was talking shit.
so i told another one of my friends and they confronted the one talking shit.
and she tried to say it was my best friend saying it.
I hate that drama.

then there is all the stupid family shit.
my dad got into a car accident the other night so hes on pain pills.
my sister is in new hampshire again.
my dad and grandma are all mad about my nose ring.

my grandmother holds me up to these high standards that make me feel like shit.
she is always like "oh mariah i sometimes think you're the only sane one in the family".
and that fucks with my head because she doesnt know me..
she doesnt know who i am or what I do.

now Im just rambling.
so im going to go listen to music now.
bye!

I love you Lizzy