The Blog of Mariah

Today was a rather uneventful day. We aren't here to talk about today though, are we? No. I wanted to talk about the fact that I am a loser. I've noticed that when I read a book, watch a movie, or watch T.V., I get wayyyyy over attached to the charactors. I was watching Degrassi yesterday and it was the episode where Rick had had enough bullying and shot Jimmy and tried to shoot Emma and ended up shooting himself and dying. I started crying. The look on Rick's face when the paint and feathers are dumped on him made me feel so awful. In the end of that episode, there is a memorial for Jimmy and Rick at the school and there is a song playing called Rooftops(Time Stands Still). The song is so beautiful it always makes me cry. I put it as my myspace song for about a day but I had to change it because it makes me cry. I highly reccomend it for anyone. It is slow and sad but amazingly deep and wonderful. When I listen to it(as I am now) I feel like a different person. Like Im not really me but someone else somewhere else feeling something else. Here are the lyrics:

Crouched down on a rooftop

In my mother's high-heeled shoes

I'm wondering if I will drop

Fly away with you

I can smell the rain coming

But I won't leave until it falls

I'm gonna soak in its downpour

Till I hear my mother's calls

Cause I am playing God

I am raising hell

As far as I can tell

I am all aloneAlone in this world

Alone, with youI carry

Spring rain in my hair

Weighted sorrow in perfect clouds

Bursting in the air

Wash away and drown

I am playing God

I am raising hell

As far as I can tell

I am all alone

Alone in this world

Alone, with you

The roof slips beneath my feet

As the branches back away from me

The softest grass turns to concrete

But I will flyI will fly

You will see

Cause I am playing God

I am raising hell

As far as I can tell

I am all alone

Alone in this world

Alone